In life there are many unwanted things ditched at us. Some dodge them, some take it as it comes, some got hit by it not knowing it was coming. God has indeed been fair to us. He knows that life is fragile, and with so many twist and turns, it's just a question of time before we break. So He gave us the human spirit.
Human spirit is something intangible, or more like transcendental. It is something all scientists assemble together and they can never get an absolute answer for it. I think its what links us to up there. It is our inner voice and upper voice. The best part about human spirit is, it stretches as far as we can. In other words, we are as strong as we want to be. The secret weapon to human spirit is our ability to believe in ourselves and to love ourselves.
When the going gets rough, we often pray to God to ask for strength. So He gave us strength. He puts obstacles in front of us just to give us a chance to use this newfound strength. But what do we do? We blame Him for what happen and ask for more strength. Don't we? Lol. Humans. I do the same thing countless times too. Often, we focused to much about one problem in our lives until we neglect other blessings we have.
OK, I shall get straight to the point. Life is difficult when you lose a loved one. Separation is never easy. But this is only part of life. There's more to come ahead. Look at it this way, yes, a loved one is lost but what about other benedictions in life? Say, our family all under one roof, we have shelter over our head, food on our tables everyday, clothes that fills up wardrobes, and of course we're as fit as a fiddle. We still have the essentials in life with us. I know there are many out there who is willing to give up anything just to be in our place.
In relationships, when we have each other, we may forget the very reason we're united as one. Mainly because we focused too much on the problems of being together. We may forget how to love each other. But when we lose each other that's when we realize about how things could have been improved, how things could have differed if only there was more appreciation in the relationship. Now that's its lost, why don't we repent and appreciate what is left of us instead? Other blessings in life may be lost in the wink of an eye. Sometimes, when we're too focused on one distorted part of the picture, we need to take a step back and see the bigger picture. We only lost a huge piece of the puzzle, but not the whole puzzle.
I'm sure many might say "easier said than done". But don't we need some people to make it sound easy so that we have the courage and strength to do it? If everyone were to be dragged down by this and be discouraging, then there's no such thing as pillar of strength. It all boils down to whether you want to really believe it and try it or just shove it aside. Because, knowing what to do is different from wanting to do it. Knowing itself does not give much push to do something compared to desire to do it. Its all in your thinking, my dears.
I wouldn't say don't mourn over it but more like don't let it dictate you. Let your grief out but don't over do it. I shall quote my friend "There's only so much we can fuss about. Not everything". If you have given your best and it still won't work out then persevere. Or let it go. Sitting on one spot and mourn will get you no where. Whenever sadness comes flooding you, think about other blessings in life worth cherishing. The fact that you're alive and have the time to grief about it is already a blessing.
Well, its only this much I can type. You know who you are when you read this post. And I hope you don't get offended by this. I'm praying for your speedy recovery. I love you, dear. Hugs.
Just a food for thought. How do we measure life then? Perhaps by seeing how colourful it is?
Sunday, March 30, 2008
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
Influenza-ed
Thornberry is infected...cough cough..sniff sniff..Oh man this virus is killing me softly. And tomorrow is gonna be a long day..Dang!!
Good day.
Good day.
Thursday, March 6, 2008
Sien-ness
After reading Christie's blog, I succumbed to blog pressure and felt compelled to blog. But, I can't think of anything inspiring to blog about. Anyways that was a really good post there. Beautifully written. Kudos to Christie =)
This is going to be a lazy post.
It's been 2 weeks since uni started. Many stuff happened since then but Thornberry is too lazy to mention about it. All over again. Repetitions gets tiring most of the time. For me that is.
Uni has been pretty mundane so far. My classes has been compacted into 3 hectic days. And assignment piles, let's just say its getting heavier. Can't expect subjects to get easier as you approach 3rd year can you? Lol. A mini test is just around the corner. My my, how much I look forward to this semester. Even prom is too far away to look forward to. Nonetheless, I do try to convince myself to cherish every moment spent in uni. I'm leaving soon, hopefully ( I don't want to stay back; that's bad news) meaning one day when I look back, I will want to relive these moments which I deem hectic now.
Went for an exhibition today. One Life. One word to describe it. Touching. Hahaha. It's basically appealing to public to lend helping hand by sponsoring a child to see them through these down periods of their lives. I'm having serious thoughts about adopting one and at the same time I do have serious issues financially too. Knowing you can make a difference in someone's life does make you feel superior. Lol. Oh well, I'm considering still.
Oh, and I joined the Banking Club. I was trying to escape from paying the fees but sadly the president was there. At least I think he is. And he's my friend's friend. It won't be pretty if I refuse to pay right. So, I paid through my nose. Ok, not really. I owed for the fees. Wahahaha.
Probably some of you may notice why my blog is getting more boring by posts, lol. Well, this blog is getting public and there are certain things inconvenient to be posted here. So let's save it as one of the over the phone topic. Hehehe.. Running out of words to type. Cheerio and good day!
This is going to be a lazy post.
It's been 2 weeks since uni started. Many stuff happened since then but Thornberry is too lazy to mention about it. All over again. Repetitions gets tiring most of the time. For me that is.
Uni has been pretty mundane so far. My classes has been compacted into 3 hectic days. And assignment piles, let's just say its getting heavier. Can't expect subjects to get easier as you approach 3rd year can you? Lol. A mini test is just around the corner. My my, how much I look forward to this semester. Even prom is too far away to look forward to. Nonetheless, I do try to convince myself to cherish every moment spent in uni. I'm leaving soon, hopefully ( I don't want to stay back; that's bad news) meaning one day when I look back, I will want to relive these moments which I deem hectic now.
Went for an exhibition today. One Life. One word to describe it. Touching. Hahaha. It's basically appealing to public to lend helping hand by sponsoring a child to see them through these down periods of their lives. I'm having serious thoughts about adopting one and at the same time I do have serious issues financially too. Knowing you can make a difference in someone's life does make you feel superior. Lol. Oh well, I'm considering still.
Oh, and I joined the Banking Club. I was trying to escape from paying the fees but sadly the president was there. At least I think he is. And he's my friend's friend. It won't be pretty if I refuse to pay right. So, I paid through my nose. Ok, not really. I owed for the fees. Wahahaha.
Probably some of you may notice why my blog is getting more boring by posts, lol. Well, this blog is getting public and there are certain things inconvenient to be posted here. So let's save it as one of the over the phone topic. Hehehe.. Running out of words to type. Cheerio and good day!
Saturday, February 23, 2008
To teachers with love
Just moments ago, my sis was complaining about her school teachers' treatment on students. I won't mention the name of her school to protect the image of the school and the involved teachers of course. What the teacher did seem pretty unjustified to me. Of course, I wasn't spared from all these bullshit when I was in my schooling days. I totally forgot about it until my sis brought it up again and I thought that its rather ridiculous; what the teachers did I mean. Looking at how the teachers deal with students' botheration amuses me of the level of the teachers' intellect.
Let me give you an insight of teachers in the so called august school in Klang. Hmm... My sis's History teacher was my former too. Let's call her X. X requires her student to paste the exercise question in their books before answering it. Individuals have their own way of pasting the question am I right? It's not wrong how they paste it as long as its not a heavy- footed work and reasonably acceptable, am I right again? What happened was, a minority of class rebels decided to disavow this draconian dictator. Looking at the non-existent intellectual skills of X, she decided to make the whole class write the questions. Mind you, each question can take up to hmm about 1 whole page? What's the fate of the other obedient followers? The ever infinitely brilliant X says "That's you problem. You're friends decides to disobey me, so you pay too."
WTF!!!! And all this while these meek students followed exactly as they were told and now they have to pay for other's mistakes? Where's the justice lady?? How can you punish all motorcyclists just because most snatch thieves are done by motorcyclists? Where's your logic lady? Did History knocked up your brain?? Man, then I suggest we should stop learning History.
Now, can you blame the quality of students produced when you have teachers of such brilliance? I think not. The main purpose of pasting questions before answering is so to make easy for students to do reference. That's a very apparent reason ain't it? Right. So why not just punished students who digressed instead of all innocent ones? Under developed brains *shrugs*
Let me give you an insight of teachers in the so called august school in Klang. Hmm... My sis's History teacher was my former too. Let's call her X. X requires her student to paste the exercise question in their books before answering it. Individuals have their own way of pasting the question am I right? It's not wrong how they paste it as long as its not a heavy- footed work and reasonably acceptable, am I right again? What happened was, a minority of class rebels decided to disavow this draconian dictator. Looking at the non-existent intellectual skills of X, she decided to make the whole class write the questions. Mind you, each question can take up to hmm about 1 whole page? What's the fate of the other obedient followers? The ever infinitely brilliant X says "That's you problem. You're friends decides to disobey me, so you pay too."
WTF!!!! And all this while these meek students followed exactly as they were told and now they have to pay for other's mistakes? Where's the justice lady?? How can you punish all motorcyclists just because most snatch thieves are done by motorcyclists? Where's your logic lady? Did History knocked up your brain?? Man, then I suggest we should stop learning History.
Now, can you blame the quality of students produced when you have teachers of such brilliance? I think not. The main purpose of pasting questions before answering is so to make easy for students to do reference. That's a very apparent reason ain't it? Right. So why not just punished students who digressed instead of all innocent ones? Under developed brains *shrugs*
Moving on, the other day, my sis's friend was thirsty. She wanted a sip so she raised her hands and ask the teacher, " Miss, can I drink water?". The merciful teacher said "No". Wait a moment while I laugh it out. My stitches are killing me. Reason being, the teacher hasn't had a drink when she spent most of her time talk cock oops, I mean teaching and she's still able to go on without drinking. Water I mean. See how nonsensical certain beings can get? WAHAHAHAHA...Farcical fools.
Hello miss, I didn't ask you not to drink. It was YOU who decided not to drink. Is it school rules forbid you from drinking? Stooopid. You don't wanna drink its your blardy problem. You wanna dehydrate its also your blardy problem. Don't force others to not drink then have crocodile skin like yours. Chi seen. Oh you didn't bring your own water? Don't worry, the august school hasn't ran out of supplies before. We have Kickapoo here. Before I forget, you can also order our very own strawberry juice here. It's our speciality =) Only you must know where to find it..hehehe...
The best school with quality teachers? I beg to differ. A bunch of wit- challenged scatterbrains more like it. Signing off.
Hello miss, I didn't ask you not to drink. It was YOU who decided not to drink. Is it school rules forbid you from drinking? Stooopid. You don't wanna drink its your blardy problem. You wanna dehydrate its also your blardy problem. Don't force others to not drink then have crocodile skin like yours. Chi seen. Oh you didn't bring your own water? Don't worry, the august school hasn't ran out of supplies before. We have Kickapoo here. Before I forget, you can also order our very own strawberry juice here. It's our speciality =) Only you must know where to find it..hehehe...
The best school with quality teachers? I beg to differ. A bunch of wit- challenged scatterbrains more like it. Signing off.
Friday, February 8, 2008
Happy Chinese New Year peeps
Many things happened since I last blogged. But I'm too lazy to blog about it..lol..So let me just start about CNY. Oh, before I forget, GONG XI GONG XI!! Me and my manners, how can I forget to wish. Maybe because I'm not really into new years? Maybe....
The only reason I'm looking forward to CNY is definitely due to the irresistible, fat and red packets. Besides that, I see CNY nothing more than an over rated normal day when everyone have to wish everyone Happy CNY; dressed in red.
When I was a kid, I use to anticipate CNY cause I get to put on my new dresses after resisting urges to wear it for weeks. Not only that, that's the time I get to meet up with my cousins and stay up till the wee hours in their house; watching the grown ups get drunk and gamble. Kids like me loves eaves dropping the latest gossips about faraway relatives while pretending to play doll house. But I guess as time pass, we drift apart. I mean me and my cousins. We're more drawn into our own world and we share lesser talks. Doll houses can't save us anymore. Trying to stay until a little past midnight is already a struggle not to mention wee hours in the morning. Parents don't seemed to be affected by this. They still soak themselves with wines and indulge in all the aunties and uncles talks..lol..Boy oh boy, gone were the days.
But anything is better than being stuck at home with nowhere to go or no one visiting. Trust me, that feeling sucks. Today, my family escaped visits, so we ended up in malls shopping..hahaha..Come to think about it, I find my CNY pathetic. I don't have a big family, so there are not many relatives I can visit. I'm looking forward to tomorrow though. I might be going shopping again, visit family friend and god mom's house. Oh well, CNY just come and go don't it? Lol.
No one is online now. Freaking bored. I shall down some medication and just go to bed. Nights people. And oh yea, have a lovely New Year =)
The only reason I'm looking forward to CNY is definitely due to the irresistible, fat and red packets. Besides that, I see CNY nothing more than an over rated normal day when everyone have to wish everyone Happy CNY; dressed in red.
When I was a kid, I use to anticipate CNY cause I get to put on my new dresses after resisting urges to wear it for weeks. Not only that, that's the time I get to meet up with my cousins and stay up till the wee hours in their house; watching the grown ups get drunk and gamble. Kids like me loves eaves dropping the latest gossips about faraway relatives while pretending to play doll house. But I guess as time pass, we drift apart. I mean me and my cousins. We're more drawn into our own world and we share lesser talks. Doll houses can't save us anymore. Trying to stay until a little past midnight is already a struggle not to mention wee hours in the morning. Parents don't seemed to be affected by this. They still soak themselves with wines and indulge in all the aunties and uncles talks..lol..Boy oh boy, gone were the days.
But anything is better than being stuck at home with nowhere to go or no one visiting. Trust me, that feeling sucks. Today, my family escaped visits, so we ended up in malls shopping..hahaha..Come to think about it, I find my CNY pathetic. I don't have a big family, so there are not many relatives I can visit. I'm looking forward to tomorrow though. I might be going shopping again, visit family friend and god mom's house. Oh well, CNY just come and go don't it? Lol.
No one is online now. Freaking bored. I shall down some medication and just go to bed. Nights people. And oh yea, have a lovely New Year =)
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
F*rking MSN
I tell you I damn tulan with Streamyx now. Kanasai Streamyx. I've been trying to go on9 since 4 hours ago and in vain. Yes, I'm a bored with nothing better to do but on9. Damn Streamyx!!!! I hate it when I can't connect. I know its not my pc's fault but I'm very tempted to throw boulders at it now..Sheesh..
It is boring even if I manage to go on9. But I do get satisfaction from being able to connect and seeing my MSN icon turn green..lol.. Since I'm stuck at home and grounded going on9 is the only way I feel 'connected' with others. Oh what the heck. Been trying for zillion times and damn MSN still says "NO I WON'T LET YOU ON. BLEK!!". Fine then, GO TO HELL AND ROT AND INCINERATE!!!
I'm off to bed. This is too sickening. Good night.
It is boring even if I manage to go on9. But I do get satisfaction from being able to connect and seeing my MSN icon turn green..lol.. Since I'm stuck at home and grounded going on9 is the only way I feel 'connected' with others. Oh what the heck. Been trying for zillion times and damn MSN still says "NO I WON'T LET YOU ON. BLEK!!". Fine then, GO TO HELL AND ROT AND INCINERATE!!!
I'm off to bed. This is too sickening. Good night.
Friday, January 18, 2008
The pig next door
I'm lacking of mood to blog lately. But thanks to Lilian I dragged myself to blog. Here goes. I shall just summarized my whole weeks activities specially for Lilian dear. Last weekend wasn't really a good one. I shall not go in details, since its pretty private. I am forced to go for another family dinner again this weekend. Oh what joy!! Besides that, I stayed at home, either staring at blank walls or obsessing over TVB drama.
And last weekend, I actually did something crazy..haha..Never mind about that. Soon you guys will know about it. Upon reaching home from that "mad activity", my neighbour's boyfriend's car was parked nearby. Let's call him OF. And that blardee moron's car took up some of my place. Now, I would have been more tolerant if this was his first time. But no!! This idiot has been doing so since we've moved in like 4 years ago. Come on genius, you don't need 4 years to learn that I need my compound to park my car. And most of the time we have to get down the car and ring the house to ask my neighbour to call OF to re-park his car. That day, he pulled my chain on the wrong time. I didn't bother calling him of course. You see, I don't need such long time (unlike him) to learn that he's brainless. I just parked my car so close to his..hahaha..So close I would say my bump is on his lips..kekekeke...My mum was a bit worried I may offend my neighbour, but sweat not! He should be thankful I gave him a free parking lesson. To add on, when I got down my car, I expressed my thoughts and feelings about him.
I can't really blame him on why he parked so close by based on 2 reasons.
1) If he parked directly in front of his gf's house, he'll be blocking his future brother in law's car. Therefore, he rather offend us than his future brother in law. A very smart move. Which amuses me why can't he be smarter about parking cars? Hmm. The next time he does it again, I'm gonna run over him and his fugly Matrix with a bulldozer. That will make him a less irksome piece of daging salai. (Daging salai is dried meat or bah gua).
2) This reason is what made me really sympathise him..*tissues* OF is fat. OF stands for obnoxious fatso. Yes, my friends. He's fat. Its common sense la. If he has to walk pretty far he'll sweat a lot. Fatties sweat proportionally to the amount of physical activities they do. So, he rather squeeze in front of my compound than sweat a lot. Totally understandable. But my dear OF, if you sweat a lot than it can help in your weight loss. Maybe he's afraid if he drove his car further somewhere else to park the tyres may puncture due to his extravagant weigh.
I still see him nowadays. Whenever I feel like angered, I manage to convince myself to pity him.
Ps: I did call out loud fatso. My mum said he most likely would have heard..hehe..Of course I care about how he feels about me. I'd prefer if he hates me..lol..Cause I effing loathe him =) And Lilian, I'm not being mean to you. Can't bear to..lol..CHeers!
And last weekend, I actually did something crazy..haha..Never mind about that. Soon you guys will know about it. Upon reaching home from that "mad activity", my neighbour's boyfriend's car was parked nearby. Let's call him OF. And that blardee moron's car took up some of my place. Now, I would have been more tolerant if this was his first time. But no!! This idiot has been doing so since we've moved in like 4 years ago. Come on genius, you don't need 4 years to learn that I need my compound to park my car. And most of the time we have to get down the car and ring the house to ask my neighbour to call OF to re-park his car. That day, he pulled my chain on the wrong time. I didn't bother calling him of course. You see, I don't need such long time (unlike him) to learn that he's brainless. I just parked my car so close to his..hahaha..So close I would say my bump is on his lips..kekekeke...My mum was a bit worried I may offend my neighbour, but sweat not! He should be thankful I gave him a free parking lesson. To add on, when I got down my car, I expressed my thoughts and feelings about him.
I can't really blame him on why he parked so close by based on 2 reasons.
1) If he parked directly in front of his gf's house, he'll be blocking his future brother in law's car. Therefore, he rather offend us than his future brother in law. A very smart move. Which amuses me why can't he be smarter about parking cars? Hmm. The next time he does it again, I'm gonna run over him and his fugly Matrix with a bulldozer. That will make him a less irksome piece of daging salai. (Daging salai is dried meat or bah gua).
2) This reason is what made me really sympathise him..*tissues* OF is fat. OF stands for obnoxious fatso. Yes, my friends. He's fat. Its common sense la. If he has to walk pretty far he'll sweat a lot. Fatties sweat proportionally to the amount of physical activities they do. So, he rather squeeze in front of my compound than sweat a lot. Totally understandable. But my dear OF, if you sweat a lot than it can help in your weight loss. Maybe he's afraid if he drove his car further somewhere else to park the tyres may puncture due to his extravagant weigh.
I still see him nowadays. Whenever I feel like angered, I manage to convince myself to pity him.
Ps: I did call out loud fatso. My mum said he most likely would have heard..hehe..Of course I care about how he feels about me. I'd prefer if he hates me..lol..Cause I effing loathe him =) And Lilian, I'm not being mean to you. Can't bear to..lol..CHeers!
Saturday, January 12, 2008
My brain and raisins
Lately, I realised that I'm very blur. I seem to be forgetting stuff a lot and my ability to contemplate seems to decrease in speed. I have difficulty comprehending subjects matters. I think im suffering from senility..lol..However, since I have so much time in my hand. I put it to good use of course..hehe.. I started forming possibilities of why my brain activity seem to be declining. And I think I know why. It's the RAISINS!!!!!!!
Unlike normal beliefs, raisins have serious adversities on my brain..hahaha..I first discovered my "allergy" when I was 12. Assuming at normal times, my brain activity is functioning at a tip top 100%. Ignoring other factors and assuming all factors stay constant alright? 70% of brain function is for analyzing purposes and remainder 30% is for memory work. Hey what can I say, I have poor memory. In order to increase my ability to memorize facts, I ate raisins as said by many people; raisins help to improve your mind work especially memory. But the unfortunate happened.
Assuming my brain activity stays maximum at 100% and other factors are either constant or ignored, then my thinking rate will decrease to 40% and my memory rate will increase to 60%. Sucks right? Tell me about it. My brain capability is something I cant improve. So I have to compromise between my thinking ability and memory. Wtf..lol..If you ever thought of eating raisins to improve your mind's health, think again =)
Unlike normal beliefs, raisins have serious adversities on my brain..hahaha..I first discovered my "allergy" when I was 12. Assuming at normal times, my brain activity is functioning at a tip top 100%. Ignoring other factors and assuming all factors stay constant alright? 70% of brain function is for analyzing purposes and remainder 30% is for memory work. Hey what can I say, I have poor memory. In order to increase my ability to memorize facts, I ate raisins as said by many people; raisins help to improve your mind work especially memory. But the unfortunate happened.
Assuming my brain activity stays maximum at 100% and other factors are either constant or ignored, then my thinking rate will decrease to 40% and my memory rate will increase to 60%. Sucks right? Tell me about it. My brain capability is something I cant improve. So I have to compromise between my thinking ability and memory. Wtf..lol..If you ever thought of eating raisins to improve your mind's health, think again =)
Wednesday, January 9, 2008
XY chromosomes
Today's episode is awesomeness..wahahaha..Totally satisfied. Tomorrow night I have something up. Therefore my hunger for WAD will not be satisfied. Bad news. Back to WAD, when P knows K didn't sleep well lately, he specially made a pillow for. Rather lumpy looking but its the thoughts that counts right? hehehe.. It's so sweet when he lied to her that he bought the pillow instead of making it himself. But eventually she found out. Oh! The sweetness. The delight. The joy!! hahaha.. He definitely knows how to sweep a girl off her feet.
Here's something about attentive lover. An attentive lover makes a romantic lover look less appealing. Romantic. What is romance without consideration and concern. There is no point showering girl with sweet talks and gifts when one can't even show the slightest care over a girl. Right aren't I? However, if a lover is attentive, no amount of sugary words or diamonds can match up to it. Provided the girl is not an idiot that is..hehe..
While watching the series, it made me wander off into my devil's playground. Thinking of how should my dream guy be. I think he's quite close to P in the show..hehe..I have a tendency to fancy gentlemen. As in witty suave guys. No! Not James Bond. I hate guys like James Bond. They are suave but they do not exude the sincerity aura. Changing partners like changing clothes. Bunch of suckers.
A guy has to be erm, giving. Giving is a pretty general term. He has to be able to help you out in times of trouble and be there for you even if he cant help. He should not be siu hei. It's really sweet when you know you can just turn around and fall and he will be there to catch you. Regardless of what's happening. You can just open up in front of him, no need to wear a mask.
Oh and attentiveness. Super important. This is a MUST. Attentive guys includes being understanding and caring. Why is it super important? Come on guys. Be smart la. You should know what to do without being told. Guys who are attentive knows what has to be done because they bothered to find out about their other halves. It is extremely sweet when your guy does something for you which you didn't even realise its importance or existence till the need arises. It simply shows he thinks far ahead for you and is really concern about you. Sweet ain't it?
Wittiness is a plus point. Which girl do not appreciate a guy who can untangle themselves from any web they're in. Guys like these are usually collected and composed. Maybe because of this their expressions made them looks pretty confident thus they are able to pull it off in most situations. This is what you call suave. Yummy!! lol
In short, I have a thing for cool gentlemen =) I reckon my obsession over WAD's male lead will not be over that fast. Next few updates maybe be pertaining him still..hihihi..Nights people.
Here's something about attentive lover. An attentive lover makes a romantic lover look less appealing. Romantic. What is romance without consideration and concern. There is no point showering girl with sweet talks and gifts when one can't even show the slightest care over a girl. Right aren't I? However, if a lover is attentive, no amount of sugary words or diamonds can match up to it. Provided the girl is not an idiot that is..hehe..
While watching the series, it made me wander off into my devil's playground. Thinking of how should my dream guy be. I think he's quite close to P in the show..hehe..I have a tendency to fancy gentlemen. As in witty suave guys. No! Not James Bond. I hate guys like James Bond. They are suave but they do not exude the sincerity aura. Changing partners like changing clothes. Bunch of suckers.
A guy has to be erm, giving. Giving is a pretty general term. He has to be able to help you out in times of trouble and be there for you even if he cant help. He should not be siu hei. It's really sweet when you know you can just turn around and fall and he will be there to catch you. Regardless of what's happening. You can just open up in front of him, no need to wear a mask.
Oh and attentiveness. Super important. This is a MUST. Attentive guys includes being understanding and caring. Why is it super important? Come on guys. Be smart la. You should know what to do without being told. Guys who are attentive knows what has to be done because they bothered to find out about their other halves. It is extremely sweet when your guy does something for you which you didn't even realise its importance or existence till the need arises. It simply shows he thinks far ahead for you and is really concern about you. Sweet ain't it?
Wittiness is a plus point. Which girl do not appreciate a guy who can untangle themselves from any web they're in. Guys like these are usually collected and composed. Maybe because of this their expressions made them looks pretty confident thus they are able to pull it off in most situations. This is what you call suave. Yummy!! lol
In short, I have a thing for cool gentlemen =) I reckon my obsession over WAD's male lead will not be over that fast. Next few updates maybe be pertaining him still..hihihi..Nights people.
Awwwwww
Oh my God!! I'm totally smitten..hahahaha..I watched a series ( TVB) and I'm totally swooned off my seat..lol..I know the purpose of TVB is to create this impression from watchers but hey, I say they got what they wanted and they did it good. I simply adore this series I watched. The storyline is so-so but the love story between the leads are superb *GRINS*. Highly recommended for all romantic series-goers..hehehe..
The hero, I call him P and female lead, I call her K are enemies. Now, P appears mean like a greedy business man who stops at nothing for money. K is a dimwitted prude. This unlikely duo will eventually fall in love. The story is too long and complex for me to explain so I shall leave it like this. Moving on, P and K at first will not realise they have feelnigs for each other. In fact, during their feud, P has been always helping K unknown to her, doing all those little stuff that may lok minuscule but makes all the difference. At the beginning he was doing all these to compensate for his wrong to K's family. Circumstances however, forced them to live together. That's when all the romantic, ok, not romantic, sweet affairs begin.
Watching these 2 makes me wish to have someone like him. Seriously. He, I won't say is romantic but his actions and concern over her makes it more pleasing than a romantic lover. Ok, maybe that's my point of view. He's not only a lover to her but also a mentor. He teaches her,more like brought her out of nutshell. Shows her how to lead a better life. Basically, he makes her wanna be a better person.
I don't know what's my purpose of blogging about this movie. But I'm so taken by it I just need to let it out..lol..Totally anticipating for tonight's episode. He's going to be super sweet..ahahaha..Gosh, I can't wait. My heart is thumping to watch these 2 next step. Cheerio guys. Will blog once I'm done. Bye
The hero, I call him P and female lead, I call her K are enemies. Now, P appears mean like a greedy business man who stops at nothing for money. K is a dimwitted prude. This unlikely duo will eventually fall in love. The story is too long and complex for me to explain so I shall leave it like this. Moving on, P and K at first will not realise they have feelnigs for each other. In fact, during their feud, P has been always helping K unknown to her, doing all those little stuff that may lok minuscule but makes all the difference. At the beginning he was doing all these to compensate for his wrong to K's family. Circumstances however, forced them to live together. That's when all the romantic, ok, not romantic, sweet affairs begin.
Watching these 2 makes me wish to have someone like him. Seriously. He, I won't say is romantic but his actions and concern over her makes it more pleasing than a romantic lover. Ok, maybe that's my point of view. He's not only a lover to her but also a mentor. He teaches her,more like brought her out of nutshell. Shows her how to lead a better life. Basically, he makes her wanna be a better person.
I don't know what's my purpose of blogging about this movie. But I'm so taken by it I just need to let it out..lol..Totally anticipating for tonight's episode. He's going to be super sweet..ahahaha..Gosh, I can't wait. My heart is thumping to watch these 2 next step. Cheerio guys. Will blog once I'm done. Bye
Monday, January 7, 2008
Thornberry vs. Frogs
Frogs and I have not been getting along since last year. I don't why, I don't know how this green skinned species migrated near my house and croaks till heavens turned deaf whenever it rains. Seriously, if you're in my house now you will think there is a War of the Frogs happening.They croak and croak a symphony and my ear bleeds whenever it happens. Poor ear, subjected to horrendous torture. I'm a very fussy sleeper. I need conducive environment to sleep. A little too much of light or sound makes it impossible for me to sleep. And when I can't fall asleep, I get very very cross.
Since last year this bunch of loathsome creatures have been annoying me. The weather best for slumbering has been my nightmare since the ever-so-soothing-voiced frogs sings at night. All I can do is lie on my bed and scream curses in my heart of course ( I wouldn't wanna wake the neighbours) or most to most envision the worst way of torturing these bastards to death..hehe..My favourite would be the time when I dissected this abominable species during Form 5. If I can relive that moment; I wouldn't hesitate to inflict more pain on it.
Of course, envisioning alone is not enough. I have to walk the talk right? So I thought of a few strategies to annihilate these wretched green skins. Its Google-able =) (Google-able, 2006). How effective these methods are, I don't know. Haven't tried them.
1) Pour bleach into their habitat
2) Use rock salt
3) Pour pesticide
4) Clear any vegetations
The problem is there is not vegetations around here. I guess I have to settle for the other 3. Those 3 methods mainly burn these suckers skins and make them squirm and die...wahahaha...That's a beautiful sight to me. Many people complained about how cruel I am. Scroooooooooo it. You should be happy I'm not planning a murder on you...muahahaha...Oh well now I have a New Year resolution; rid the frogs =) That will ensure a peaceful night for me.
Goodnight folks. Cheers.
Since last year this bunch of loathsome creatures have been annoying me. The weather best for slumbering has been my nightmare since the ever-so-soothing-voiced frogs sings at night. All I can do is lie on my bed and scream curses in my heart of course ( I wouldn't wanna wake the neighbours) or most to most envision the worst way of torturing these bastards to death..hehe..My favourite would be the time when I dissected this abominable species during Form 5. If I can relive that moment; I wouldn't hesitate to inflict more pain on it.
Of course, envisioning alone is not enough. I have to walk the talk right? So I thought of a few strategies to annihilate these wretched green skins. Its Google-able =) (Google-able, 2006). How effective these methods are, I don't know. Haven't tried them.
1) Pour bleach into their habitat
2) Use rock salt
3) Pour pesticide
4) Clear any vegetations
The problem is there is not vegetations around here. I guess I have to settle for the other 3. Those 3 methods mainly burn these suckers skins and make them squirm and die...wahahaha...That's a beautiful sight to me. Many people complained about how cruel I am. Scroooooooooo it. You should be happy I'm not planning a murder on you...muahahaha...Oh well now I have a New Year resolution; rid the frogs =) That will ensure a peaceful night for me.
Goodnight folks. Cheers.
Confusion
I am at a crossroad. I have in my plate; what I should be doing and what I wanna do. You see these 2 actions have separate consequences. What I should be doing is a typical and boring course; result is pretty much predictable but low return. What I wanna do is basically taking a big risk, risk everything, it's stressful and erm...anticipating. The result is huge either positively or negatively. Risk is always proportional to return right? hahaha...Anyways, I can't decide if I should place all my chips on the gambling table or not. I mean it will be a huge loss if i lose. As in titanic. But if I win, it will be the sweetest thing ever. After much consideration, I've decided to go with what I should be doing. I'm not suppose to be carried away with desires and temptations right. But then again I'm thinking it over.
Saturday, January 5, 2008
He loves me, he loves me not
After reading the post in Monkey's blog, I feel stirred and I think I should blog about it..hehehe..Here goes.
How to tell if a guy likes you. This is a tough nut to crack. I mean different people have different characters. Well of course there are some general signs or symptoms that guys show but are they all applicable? For me, in the game of love, there is no concrete rule or signs that is stipulated in the Love Bible. There is no Love Bible in the 1st place. Girls especially, immersed in love hold on to articles like ' Does He Like You' or ' How To Make Him Fall' like dear life; memorizing details from the articles and trying to apply them into real life. When I was younger, I was gullible enough to worship those articles and I try to slip it in every opportunity I get. Naive right? I know..hahaha..But as I grew up, I begin to realize that there is no law that you can strictly follow in love.
What I learned is, love is a very limber and subjective subject. One cant specifically state why he/ she like someone when others don't. If you can, then you ought to consider whether you like that person or is it just mere admiration. That is what makes love so unconditional but at the same time that is what caused most misery. When you can't identify why you like someone, then you can't pinpoint the source of the problem. Thus, this is the situation called stuck in love aka unable to let go. Once I have this friend who had problem with his gf. He always call me to ask "How do I make her appreciate me?" or "Why doesn't she like me anymore?". I can't give him a clear cut answer of course. I'm no Dr. Love but I know where I stand to judge whether I have a chance or not. Others may call this pessimism but I say this is what saves me from doing the absurd. Ego is my weakness and also defense.
I've watched many people succumb to love...haha..I didn't escape the spell of love as well. And I've seen many fight hard to move on and not less falter too. I've seen extreme cases to where one totally cut off ties from another in order to move on. And I've seen many ended with peace. Call me lucky but all of mine ended peacefully. No grudges held.
Recipes for letting go? I bet there is no definite one too. I guess the best cure is time. Most crucial is to stop yourself from feeling more pain. Making yourself believe that it has ended is the 1st step. Stop banking on false hopes. Pretending not to care is a dead end step. You can't lie to yourself that you don't care anymore. Each time you try to convince yourself that you're over it is going to drain more energy from you. I think letting things flow and just be positive is the best. And also, just accept things with an open mind and heart.
True enough the saying ' Heroes are fools when they are in love'. Couldn't agree less. Need to sleep soon. Good day people.
How to tell if a guy likes you. This is a tough nut to crack. I mean different people have different characters. Well of course there are some general signs or symptoms that guys show but are they all applicable? For me, in the game of love, there is no concrete rule or signs that is stipulated in the Love Bible. There is no Love Bible in the 1st place. Girls especially, immersed in love hold on to articles like ' Does He Like You' or ' How To Make Him Fall' like dear life; memorizing details from the articles and trying to apply them into real life. When I was younger, I was gullible enough to worship those articles and I try to slip it in every opportunity I get. Naive right? I know..hahaha..But as I grew up, I begin to realize that there is no law that you can strictly follow in love.
What I learned is, love is a very limber and subjective subject. One cant specifically state why he/ she like someone when others don't. If you can, then you ought to consider whether you like that person or is it just mere admiration. That is what makes love so unconditional but at the same time that is what caused most misery. When you can't identify why you like someone, then you can't pinpoint the source of the problem. Thus, this is the situation called stuck in love aka unable to let go. Once I have this friend who had problem with his gf. He always call me to ask "How do I make her appreciate me?" or "Why doesn't she like me anymore?". I can't give him a clear cut answer of course. I'm no Dr. Love but I know where I stand to judge whether I have a chance or not. Others may call this pessimism but I say this is what saves me from doing the absurd. Ego is my weakness and also defense.
I've watched many people succumb to love...haha..I didn't escape the spell of love as well. And I've seen many fight hard to move on and not less falter too. I've seen extreme cases to where one totally cut off ties from another in order to move on. And I've seen many ended with peace. Call me lucky but all of mine ended peacefully. No grudges held.
Recipes for letting go? I bet there is no definite one too. I guess the best cure is time. Most crucial is to stop yourself from feeling more pain. Making yourself believe that it has ended is the 1st step. Stop banking on false hopes. Pretending not to care is a dead end step. You can't lie to yourself that you don't care anymore. Each time you try to convince yourself that you're over it is going to drain more energy from you. I think letting things flow and just be positive is the best. And also, just accept things with an open mind and heart.
True enough the saying ' Heroes are fools when they are in love'. Couldn't agree less. Need to sleep soon. Good day people.
Thursday, January 3, 2008
Home Sweet Home 2
Today, is a boring day. I went to uni to pass the monyets stuff. Couldn't join them to 1U so went back. Had some sister responsibility to fulfill. Came back then a bestie of mine came over to house. Had some emotional issues. So I took on the role of a counselor instead. Besides that, nothing really significant happened. Therefore, I shall continue from where I stopped yesterday.
The 3rd point, blood is NOT thicker than water. Ok, here's my argument. In life, it is nice to have this illusion that there's this group of people who will standby you through thick and thin, good and bad, rainy and sunny; people who you call family. But does it really happen in reality? Hmm, I'm not too sure. Many people may disagree with me as in it is pretty cliched to think that family is the most important asset in our lives. In actual fact, that notion depends too on several factors. Most important of all how close you are to these people and of course how can they benefit you. Money plays an important role too. Family ties crushed due to money matters. Nowadays, money can be comparable to blood ties. Disagree with me? Ok, let me rebut you. Think of the 1st scenario. You have this cousin whom you are not close to. He ask you to lend him $10k. Will you lend him? I don't think so. You rather lend the money to your bestie who's in trouble. Why? Cause that's your bestie and he's able to help u more than your distant relative in times of trouble. And not to forget, u can claim your money back from him with lesser hassle. So its proven my 1st point. Moving on to 2nd scenario. Lets say this relative always ask money from you. Never fail to. Will you like him? Will you try your best to avoid him? I bet the answer is no and yes. Point proven again. At the end of the day, Darwin's law holds. People choose what is best for them to survive and not family ties or what so ever. Maybe in the past, but not anymore. A relative who keeps coming for money will definitely not benefit you in any form. Thus, you avoid him. Easy logic ain't it? My point is, sometimes people help those they are close to regardless of blood ties. I'm not saying everyone is like that, I'm saying majority of people are. Still disagree with me? Then you should be living in fairytale land =) Friends are siblings that God forgot to give us. Friends are people we choose among all others to be close to us. But relatives are God sent. We can't choose who we wanna be related to. That shows why sometimes we appreciate friends more than relatives. I won't deny, friends can just leave in split seconds but can't family too? Family ties stays but will family stay when you're in trouble? What is the use of ties when they're not there? For me, I will be nice to those who are nice to me despite blood ties. If you're a family but you're mean to me, I will do the same to you. The only members that matters to me are immediate families. Other than that, I may give priorities to friends depending on situation. I'm not afraid to admit that friends may come 1st than non-immediate members.
4th point. Confidence...hahaha..What made me feel confident..hmm..How else can a girl feel confident besides improving her looks? I shan't go on this one. It's too personal. Not here anyways..lol..pictured uploaded in the next entry =)
The 3rd point, blood is NOT thicker than water. Ok, here's my argument. In life, it is nice to have this illusion that there's this group of people who will standby you through thick and thin, good and bad, rainy and sunny; people who you call family. But does it really happen in reality? Hmm, I'm not too sure. Many people may disagree with me as in it is pretty cliched to think that family is the most important asset in our lives. In actual fact, that notion depends too on several factors. Most important of all how close you are to these people and of course how can they benefit you. Money plays an important role too. Family ties crushed due to money matters. Nowadays, money can be comparable to blood ties. Disagree with me? Ok, let me rebut you. Think of the 1st scenario. You have this cousin whom you are not close to. He ask you to lend him $10k. Will you lend him? I don't think so. You rather lend the money to your bestie who's in trouble. Why? Cause that's your bestie and he's able to help u more than your distant relative in times of trouble. And not to forget, u can claim your money back from him with lesser hassle. So its proven my 1st point. Moving on to 2nd scenario. Lets say this relative always ask money from you. Never fail to. Will you like him? Will you try your best to avoid him? I bet the answer is no and yes. Point proven again. At the end of the day, Darwin's law holds. People choose what is best for them to survive and not family ties or what so ever. Maybe in the past, but not anymore. A relative who keeps coming for money will definitely not benefit you in any form. Thus, you avoid him. Easy logic ain't it? My point is, sometimes people help those they are close to regardless of blood ties. I'm not saying everyone is like that, I'm saying majority of people are. Still disagree with me? Then you should be living in fairytale land =) Friends are siblings that God forgot to give us. Friends are people we choose among all others to be close to us. But relatives are God sent. We can't choose who we wanna be related to. That shows why sometimes we appreciate friends more than relatives. I won't deny, friends can just leave in split seconds but can't family too? Family ties stays but will family stay when you're in trouble? What is the use of ties when they're not there? For me, I will be nice to those who are nice to me despite blood ties. If you're a family but you're mean to me, I will do the same to you. The only members that matters to me are immediate families. Other than that, I may give priorities to friends depending on situation. I'm not afraid to admit that friends may come 1st than non-immediate members.
4th point. Confidence...hahaha..What made me feel confident..hmm..How else can a girl feel confident besides improving her looks? I shan't go on this one. It's too personal. Not here anyways..lol..pictured uploaded in the next entry =)
Wednesday, January 2, 2008
Home Sweet Home 1
Disclaimer: This post may be offensive to certain readers. If you do not have a permissive mind, please stop reading. Thank you.
A recap of what happen the past few days. I went Penang on the 28th Dec, 5am. Spent 4 days 3 nights. This trip even though boring, I wouldn't say I totally regret it. In fact I like it. At heart, I learn or shall I say gain 3 things out of this trip:
1) Nowhere is better than home
2) Penang drivers are bloody nincompoops
3) Blood is NOT thicker than water. At least not always
4) Confidence..lol..
Let's start with the 1st point. After spending 2 days in Penang *sweat* I feel effing bored. I spent 90% of my time wondering what I'm gonna do next and blowing my nose and being self-conscious about my tan. My tan was really bad. My mum laments whenever she sees it. It recovering now. Going off slowly. Really slowly. On the first night, I spent my night in Sungai Petani. The hotel I was in freaking cold. My nose was running like a leaked pipe. The next day, I was glad to move out of the hotel to Penang island...hehe...I don't fancy Sungai Petani.
Going to northern Malaysia allows me to conclude that Northern drivers are dimwitted diddle daddle ninnies. They are EFFING SLOWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!! Gawd!!! I tell you damn tulan when u drive behind them. GRRRR...When the light is red, it means beat it. If the light is green it means go. If the light is yellow it means speed up la morons!! Aduhai. That is Malaysian logic la. Whatever the light shows it still means go. Those bunch of imbeciles, even if its green they take their own grandfather's time and cross. Hello macha, if you're in KL, we would have run you over with our cars. And reverse and run you over repeatedly. Can't blame them can we? People there are pretty relax. They move slow, walk slow, talk slow. Thank goodness I'm not living there. Everytime I see the speed they move, I envision taking an invisible whip and whip their asses off! The average speed they move = speed of old Ah Po in KL. Can you feel the heat now? Right. It's damn frustrating driving behind a car that moves no faster than a bullock cart.
As for the 3rd and 4th point and pictures, I will update that tomorrow or soon. I'm tired of blogging now. This post is suppose to be full of curses and I can't perform that right now. Not in the mood..lol..I will leave it for tomorrow. Nitez. Good day.
A recap of what happen the past few days. I went Penang on the 28th Dec, 5am. Spent 4 days 3 nights. This trip even though boring, I wouldn't say I totally regret it. In fact I like it. At heart, I learn or shall I say gain 3 things out of this trip:
1) Nowhere is better than home
2) Penang drivers are bloody nincompoops
3) Blood is NOT thicker than water. At least not always
4) Confidence..lol..
Let's start with the 1st point. After spending 2 days in Penang *sweat* I feel effing bored. I spent 90% of my time wondering what I'm gonna do next and blowing my nose and being self-conscious about my tan. My tan was really bad. My mum laments whenever she sees it. It recovering now. Going off slowly. Really slowly. On the first night, I spent my night in Sungai Petani. The hotel I was in freaking cold. My nose was running like a leaked pipe. The next day, I was glad to move out of the hotel to Penang island...hehe...I don't fancy Sungai Petani.
Going to northern Malaysia allows me to conclude that Northern drivers are dimwitted diddle daddle ninnies. They are EFFING SLOWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!! Gawd!!! I tell you damn tulan when u drive behind them. GRRRR...When the light is red, it means beat it. If the light is green it means go. If the light is yellow it means speed up la morons!! Aduhai. That is Malaysian logic la. Whatever the light shows it still means go. Those bunch of imbeciles, even if its green they take their own grandfather's time and cross. Hello macha, if you're in KL, we would have run you over with our cars. And reverse and run you over repeatedly. Can't blame them can we? People there are pretty relax. They move slow, walk slow, talk slow. Thank goodness I'm not living there. Everytime I see the speed they move, I envision taking an invisible whip and whip their asses off! The average speed they move = speed of old Ah Po in KL. Can you feel the heat now? Right. It's damn frustrating driving behind a car that moves no faster than a bullock cart.
As for the 3rd and 4th point and pictures, I will update that tomorrow or soon. I'm tired of blogging now. This post is suppose to be full of curses and I can't perform that right now. Not in the mood..lol..I will leave it for tomorrow. Nitez. Good day.
Tuesday, January 1, 2008
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