Monday, May 25, 2009

Random

This is sickening. I have a 20-page report to type on global financial crisis, instead I am sitting here, blogging. My brain juice is officially dried. Used up every single drop of it. And I am only 40% done for my report. Bravo :D I'm just looking forward to this weekend. Got some birthday outing. Hopefully. Perhaps, I can feel human again.
I noticed that my blog is becoming lifeless. What can you expect from someone who is constantly doing assignment for coming 1- month already. Eff assignment.
Feeling rather nostalgic now.
Night.

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Slow spinning redemption

I'm suffocating. Sinking, deeper and deeper. Drowning. I'm reaching the bottom soon. It is dark and murky. I can't see light. Groping in the dark. Aimless. Tides keep pounding. I'm drifting further and further away. Hurry! Someone grab my hands. Before I'm forever lost at sea. The sea of my thoughts.

Friday, May 8, 2009

Shift_Overdrive

Finally!! Breather!! How I struggled and toiled this week. Assignments just come pouring in. No stops. And I'm drowning. I have another one due this Monday which leaves me 3 days to finish up a research essay plus to calculations. As if the essay itself won't kill me. Man I feel so suffocated.What I need now is to go on shopping spree with plenty of blue notes of course. And to go for a nice movie or a long trip. Outside Selangor of course.
Forgive me for my spastically short line. I overworked my brain, stringing sentences until it malfunctioned. Bad...OK enough of blogging. Wanna save my 'writting' command and not overuse it. I'm damn tired of trying to link and string sentences.

So farewell. Bye

Friday, May 1, 2009

Empty thoughts

I was looking through all my posts and I noticed that I did not blog much about my daily routine. What I meant was something that you normally find in conventional blogs ie. today I woke up what time, I reached the toilet what time, how many counts of brushing my teeth etc. It's not that I don't like blogging about my life but I totally dislike blogging about what I do repeatedly everyday. I mean who wants to know right? We all do it everyday. At least I hope so. Lol.

Anyways, my bestie asked my yesterday how am I lately and I answered of course. But it took me some time to answer. Cause I don't know what is significant in my life that I think she ought to know. I just think that I am leading such a mundane life that it is so routined that I have nothing to tell her at all. It is like I am wired in such a way that I live and do everything the same at the exact moment everyday. I am at peace these days but I wouldn't say I am ecstastic either. It is just that i am feeling pretty much indifferent most of the time that I don't feel much up and down. So if there is no up how can there be a down? Like a constant linear graph.

Giving it much thought, I came up with 3 word description of how I am; what I am feeling to be precise. To make it sound less uninteresting :D
I am dumped, lonely and horny :p