OMG! I got an F for anger management

Just moments ago, there was another testament to my ailing anger management efforts. I really think I have issues and I am in urgency to set my perspectives right. This is especially scary for him. I seemed to be taking it out a lot on him and I expect a great deal from him.



What happen was a series of coincidental occurrences which adds up to form a picture of oblivion on his part which ultimately, naturally pissed me off real bad. I was on the verge of doing something really stupid but luckily was stopped in nick of time by him. Thank my lucky stars for that. If not, the resulting damages would reflect badly on me. I would appear manipulative, controlling; bottom line, possessive. Well of course he has no clue on what I was planning to do, because if he did I don't think we will be in talking terms now. Worst still, though I know it is nobody's fault now, I cant help but feel pangs of anger still burning inside.

Boy oh boy, I think we have dilemma here. Again, I'm not saying that he is free of fault but my problem seemed to be amplifying it further. I think exaggerating the already existing cracks is the last thing we need in our present position. And that is the only thing I seem to do best....